Hey ppl, finally done my new blog..though there still sum changes tat it will takes sum time for me to update bt still u all can msg me for my new blog link.. Cheers…

After finish the show “hello miss”…be it family or love..everything must treasure n cherish in our heart..memonies will always stay in our heart..ever since i haf start work..alots of time i feel so sick..my body is weak..my mind is not working..keep thinking wat haf happen duing this 1 yrs plus..sumtimes when i work..my tears wanna fall..not becoz i get bullied or i dun love the job..is the memonies keep flashing in my mind..its seems life so fragile..i dunnoe hw to explain or do..even nw i can get wat i wan bt this is not the thing i wan for life..i wan my loved one to always stay by my side..will this happen again??who will realli understand my feeling??the feeling of being lost..lost in this entire world..im realli tired..very tired..bt life haf to goes on..everything cannot go bk to the past..

 Mae Il Nan(love theme) sang by Brian Joo. (hello miss song)           http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_GinsgLAy4

Stay By My Side sang by Miya. (hello miss ost)                         http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvmVVOsO95M

She sang by 유창(刘畅). (hello miss mv)              http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BT3JFqoWlU8

Dear to all my friends,

I have lost ur blog address due to friendster update..kindly send me a msg..Thanks..

It’s been months since i last blog..hahaha..busy with my things..so here to update my few mths back things..though its gonna be short

May

A sad day for me..coz my dad is not around anymore to celebrate my bdae with me..every yr..its the same things..my dad & mum will celebrate with me..they will buy me a small cake & we go eat together..daddy i miss u alots in my heart..

ROM

Yeah..finally settle dwn to with my laogong(i love you *muackz*)..though there no celebration or even buffet..my dad choose the date for us..bt he not there to see me rom..daddy,dun worry abt me..i haf grow up..i will take care of mum..n thks to my cousins,uncles,aunties for coming dwn..sorry to all my frenz tat i cant do any celebration..

June

another month of sad day..coz its my dad bdae..every yr i will buy a cake for him n i will sing him a bdae song..n nw..he not around..house is so empty..even though there are times i cant control my tears bt still i haf too..coz i must be strong..i noe even he alive nw..he will be more pain n suffering..the pain tat we all cant imagine..daddy,even though hw much i dun wish u to go bt still i haf to let u go to the other world where there no pain..no suffering..sorry daddy for being so notti in the past n neva haf a chance to realli accompany u,talk to u,be nice to u when u r still alive..bt nw wateva i say its alreadi too late le..bt still i wan u to noe tat..we all love u..

New Job

Yeah..i haf found a job on june..tat y im so busy with my days..everyday is alots of things to do..to all my frenz,i haf not forgotten u all..if u guys drop me a msg or call..i will sure reply u or pick up ur call even i am busy..A new place..new collengues..new bosses..everything is new..i will work hard for my future..Go Go Jia You~

July

double sadness for this month..coz its my dad 100 days n my grandmother 1 yr death annvi..its a blow for me n my family..bt still is beyond our control..its emo emo month..bt still i haf to b strong..n move on with my life..cherish everything/everybody around u..

宇恒 - 依然是朋友

情人节的前一天,他离开你身边
却剩下你到至今的想念,
那一夜我陪着你,你哭了一整夜
你是否知道我对他一样很想念

直到有一天我和他碰面
在那间我们常去的咖啡店
才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂

可是你,你怎么说
你知道后是不是从此避开我
哦,我一样难过
多希望我们不曾相识过

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友
谁会有勇气去开口
不在乎不再难过
我们还有好大好大的借口喔～
故事的最后
我们都不曾失去过什么

listen this song at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPrkMpPhF3U&feature=related

韓晶

沒有你的日子我真的好孤單

走，一個人走
走的累了，心卻碎了
愛，一個人愛
愛的哭了，哭的倦了
路上行人在穿梭
傷了心的人究竟有幾個
耳旁的戀人都在唱歌
可我的愛到底剩下什麼
沒有你的日子我真的好孤單
所有的心碎全與我相伴
沒有你的城市我真的好茫然
所有的快樂都與我無關
沒有你的日子我真的好孤單
思念的痛還在心裡糾纏
沒有你的城市我真的好迷亂
愛與不愛都已經太晚
回頭太難
路上行人在穿梭
傷了心的人究竟有幾個
耳旁的戀人都在唱歌
可我的愛到底剩下什麼
沒有你的日子我真的好孤單
所有的心碎全與我相伴
沒有你的城市我真的好茫然
所有的快樂都與我無關
沒有你的日子我真的好孤單
思念的痛還在心裡糾纏
沒有你的城市我真的好迷亂
愛與不愛都已經太晚
回頭太難
沒有你的日子我真的好孤單
所有的心碎全與我相伴
沒有你的城市我真的好茫然
所有的快樂都與我無關
沒有你的日子我真的好孤單
思念的痛還在心裡糾纏
沒有你的城市我真的好迷亂
愛與不愛都已經太晚
回頭太難
回頭太難

listen this song at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpaQ59RhGDU

Daddy,i got so much things to say to u now..i regretted for not treating u good in the past..always talk back to u..n now u gone..our house seem amiss..i know u been trying so hard to fight with cancer..n we all always stand by u..even ur last breathe..i know u still trying very hard..i remember when i was young u take care of me..bring me up..protecting me..n yet i treat u so bad..becoz my temper n attitude..mummy always say..u carry me in ur arms when i was a baby..always cuddle me to sleep n play with me..hw i wish u were here with me..hw i wish u were still alive..hw i wish u can talk to me more..bt nw i know wateva i say its not gonna to do anything..nothing can bring u alive..nothing can turn back the time..daddy..i realli miss u so much..i realli do..in my heart u r my greatest dad..our house things is all done by u..nw u gone..who gonna replace u to do all those things?today i send u off to a new world with no suffering n no pain..hw i wish tat person wasent u..hw i wish u haf another few more yrs to go..dun worry abt us..i will take care of mother..i have grown up le..daddy,u will always remember by us..(mum,dear & Me)..remember ur smile..ur voice..all this i will neva forget..i just wan u to know hw much i miss n love u..i regretted for not saying it out..bt nw i cant say it anymore..daddy i realli hope u be happy in another world..+rest in peace daddy+19.04.2008

Ps To Me & My Friends : Cherish and Treasure ur loved Ones….

I remember i was in secondary sch times..i listen to this song..it still touches me alots..even till now..below is the lyrics and the url to let u listen to this song..

I can’t believe I could be the one
To be with you under the morning sun
See the moon and the nightingale
Sing along with us
Oh baby baby

You’re the only one
Fills my fantasy room
Never gonna stop
All that fantasy
I’ll live my life
I’ll live my life for you

* Thank you for loving me baby
You’ll always be the one who drives me crazy
I think this is a gift from god to have you here
Thank you for loving me baby
I’ll treasure all your love and all the things we share
And I wanna tell you
How much I love you. *

Repeat once
Repeat  *

URL to listen this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GuBjERCS-3s

Wooh..too long no blog le..been busy with all my stuff..having headache..bt i will be strong..thks to my frenz(u know who u r) for being by my side and of coz thks to my hubby for being by my side to take care of me & my family…though i may be short temper towards quite alots of things bt he had neva shown me any temper or even scold me..sumtimes i feel so bad..*sorry hubby i love u*..yeah..ytd i won 4d though is a small small win..bt im alreadi very happy le..cant sleep last night..wahahaha..